It all up to you.

The human psyche is designed to hold and transmit that which is germane to the moment. Any attempt to hold onto or to restrict the free flow of your energy will result in the kinds of worry and discomfort that are related to emotional distress and anxiety.

Just know that you reach things in the time and the place that they were intended to be received. How you take and use them is up to you and you can profit by them for your own purposes. No one else can and no amount of your imploring them will give them that ability.

Any esoteric or occult teaching is but one thing among an infinity of understandings. It's application to our time and place depends on the individual and their need for such an information and assistance. If now is your time and place, then fear is no longer an issue.

You save the world and your part in it, by saving yourself. That is not selfish it is your responsibility. You share this with those that are able to make use of your vibration. They take what they need and leave the rest. What they share with you, however meagre or rich, is up to you. You accept or reject it as you will.